one moment.

isn't it crazy how one small thing can change an entire day? i find it crazy. you can be having the time of your life, and then something happens. such a killjoy right?

i'm not one to suffer from stress attacks or nervous breakdowns often. today, i did.

every week, i have a chemistry quiz. right now, we're doing organic chemistry...with all the nomenclature and stuff. if you've done o. chem, you know that it's relatively simple. you just need to know the rules. but when it comes to the reactions and addition/substitution of whatever, then it starts to get complicated. that's where i'm at. what sucks the most? i missed half an hour of a the lecture that was talking about this part. why? because my stupid lab instructor takes forever and a day in explaining. he's only suppose to be there to answer questions and to be there to supervise the experiments going on. it seems that this lab instructor that i have has got it backwards. he goes on explaining every single detail...and it doesn't help.

that's why i got a stress attack in studying for this in the last hour...because i'm afraid that it's gonna be on the quiz and i'll have no idea what's going on. if i don't understand what's going on, even for one small thing, i choke. i'll forget everything.

but it seems that this stress attack that i had actually helped me out. it put me in the zone, and helped me focus on the material. i took a good look at my notes i took, and thank goodness for google, i was able to understand the general concept of what was going on in the parts of the lecture i missed.

i don't know if it's only me that this happens to. i'm pretty grateful for that stress attack. knocked me into focus mode. hopefully, this quiz will be easy. i heard it was...

soul4soulcv.