you got my love and affection on lock,
and i'm under the impression that it won't ever stop.

and for the record, I just wanna say that,
"I can't get enough."

cuz you're beautiful, I just want you to know,
there ain't nobody else that my heart beats for.

and when i hold you tight, i will never let go,
cuz, you are, the one.


word.

new banner, if you didnt notice ;) not my picture, so i'm no taking any credit for it. i got in trouble once for "claiming" a picture of a hamster with a DS -.- i didnt even claim it...freakin' flickr, never forgiving them for that...oh yeah, my pro account for flickr expired =/ FML...someone buy me a pro account :D
on the subject of my banner...my canon hitlist includes a battery grip and any lens that's higher than 18-55 mm xD forreals though. i'm getting tired of my small lens. no fun for me...

what else...umm, i happened to stumble across this one song by corbin bleu...it's pretty good actually. it's called "moments that matter" if you wanna check it out. it's a break from the love songs i've been hearing x] that's probably why i like it hahaha

oh school =/ i really dont get why we need to go to school tomorrow, then have a day off on tuesday...why cant we have both monday and tuesday off? makes more sense


wow, i posted the rad is rad shirt on ISS yesterday night, when i woke up this morning to see if i ended up in the FT (haha), i get like a bajillion messages asking me where you can get one o___0 that's really weird, i never got that before by anyone xD oh well, free advertising for rad is rad and jj clothing. i should be therer spokesperson or something.

3/28/09

i think i blogged about my < fill in emotion here > about < fill in name here > a lot already...

so, here's what happened today...

basically, i spent my whole afternoon at great mall. walked around for a few hours, since i had to wait for ellen. man, i didn't know it changed so much o_0 well, since i went there, which was like 2 years ago?? yeah, omg those dog looking balloons amuse me so much. so many little kids had one. hahaha so yeah, around 4 i went to jj clothing. i waited in front of the store. to everyone passing by, i was telling them, "hello, welcome to jj clothing. please come in and buy their merchandise." =) the funny thing was, they all went in and bought something xD am i good or what? so yeah, ellen got there, and i got my rad is rad shirt ^__^ i'm satisfied. then i went home.



=) yay...i wish they had the elephant astronaut one in my size though =/ but RAD is cool too

lates.

rad is rad

shirts are available at JJ Clothing at great mall =)

gotta love these characters





and a few more.

*limited quantity. get yours before they run out. just some friendly advertising for them

pcn after party/scavenger hunt

was HELLA crazy. ran around the evergreen area for 1 1/2 hours straight, in 76 degree weather. DANG!!! it was totally worth it though. made some new bonds with bonifacio kids. made our fearless leader proud :D

my legs are so sore now though...FML hahaha





yay for team work. (too bad kristine wasn't there though...but she's proud of us anyway)

hopefully the running around paid off

say you'll stay happily ever after/maybe in a little while, i need to figure out, how i'm gonna tell you what i feel in my heart...

Girl I've been in love many times before,
So many times it left me so broken hearted,
So I turned my back on love
And then you turned it all around
Baby it's you that made me realize
That love was all I ever really wanted
And now I'm thinking that I never really felt it

Baby it's you, couldn't ask for nothing more
Girl it's you that I adore
And there's nothing that could change the way I feel
I'm in it for the long run,
I wanna be here with you forever
And only you can make me feel like I do
I wouldn't trade this for the world
Can't believe you're my girl
Say you'll stay happily ever after...

I guess I never really knew how love could feel
Cause you make my heart skip a beat
Girl you know, like I know, that this is for real
No we can't deny it
Give me your hand so we can plant this seed
Cause all we need is love to grow this family tree
My baby, be forever my lady...
Girl it's you...

-----------------------------------

I don't know why I feel this way
I feel it everyday but,
I don't ever seem to mind.
I am so in love with you
So tell me what you wanna do,
Because I wanna know,
I wanna know...

What am I so afraid of?
The sparkle in your eyes
Tells me you're wanting me
But I put my head down
Everytime you come my way.
I want you to know you are my everything
You fill my doubtful days
With your certainties
When I'm with you,
All my dark nights turn into bright mornings
I'm afraid, but I gotta let you know...

Maybe in a little while
I need to figure out
How I'm gonna tell you
What I feel in my heart
I'm gonna let you know,
I gotta let you know...

And everytime I try to find
The words to tell you
You are my life
I get so scared and confused,
Don't wanna rush
So I hide...
Thinkin' about you every night and day
Thinkin' of all the words I wanna say
But yet I'm so scared, I refuse
Don't wanna rush,
I need time

each day that passes by, i can't stop thinking about you, not even for a second. in other words, you make my day complete. without that single "hello" every morning, without that smile you give me when i say something funny, my day feels like nothing. in other words, you make my day complete.
just wanted to get that out in the open.

PS: happy birthday kuya reynard =) best kuya ever ^___^

roller coaster

you were cute today, made me smile during class =) thanks a lot...forreals
pretty much, you were the only thing that made me happy... you kept me going throughout the day, especially during precal when i felt like i got hit by a truck -.-


off topic:
oh, now ISS users give me respect. all i needed was to wear some hyped up shoes and put it in the WDYWT...yeahh

since when did you start wearing blazers?? =P giving me subliminal messaging or what? haha
honestly, when i saw you after school, i couldn't stop staring =X sorry about that, can't help it...you so cute =) probably didn't see me though. probably heard me yelling x]

i dressed nice today x] i wonder why

wore these with my THxDisney collab shirt i got from kenn-jamin =) lol wearing now before yeah...

broke a few hypebeast's necks...i should do it again

you were funny today in class, when we took the test :P made me laugh

just for you

"i wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
i wrote your name in the sand,
bit the waves washed it away.
i wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay..."


close friends is what i'm good with sticking to. but there will always be that small place in me for you..


(credits to mark and zalo's blog for the poem thing(

"admire from a distance"

i think i'll stick to admiring from afar...it's less painful

word.

chasing.mp3

well if first is the worst,
and second is the best,
i've been the best from all the rest
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.

we could be the ultimate team.
i'll treat you like a queen,
like i do in my dream.
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.
i'm never far...

i try to be cool,
and catch your name,
that's when i feel my heart beat racing.
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.

you know we met the other day
and still haven't quite felt the same?
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.

everyone wants you,
i'm not surprised.
you're like a goddess,
we're just regular guys.
i don't take chances on hopeless romances,
but i just can't stop chasing you.
so i guess i have no choice,
but to keep chasing you.

baby i,
wanna be your only man.
what's it gonna take for you to understand?
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.
i'm just one of a million,
who wants to get to know one in a million you.
i'm chasing you, i'm never far.

everyone wants you,
i'm not surprised.
you're like a goddess,
we're just regular guys.
i don't take chances on hopeless romances,
but i just can't stop chasing you.
so i guess i have no choice,

but to...

admire from a distance,
keep my pace,
that way your face in my place
is gonna make this race all worth it baby.
keep you in my thoughts,
stay on my brain,
i'm game with "no pain, no gain,"
i'm praying you feel the same baby.

but i know...

everyone wants you,
i'm not surprised.
you're like a goddess,
we're just regular guys.
i don't take chances on hopeless romances,
but i just can't stop chasing you.
so i guess i have no choice,
but to keep chasing you.

how's long's it gonna take me to finish up this race with you?

infatuation

scratch that. it isn't infatuation. it's more

onetouch.mp3

that's how i'm feeling right now =/ haven't felt like this in awhile. infatuation probably? i dunno

One touch and I’m hooked and I am drowning
One look and I’m lost inside your eyes
Excuse me, I don't mean to be staring
But I’ve forgotten all my lines

I was gonna say, "Hey, you're looking fine today
Not that I’ve only noticed now."
I was gonna say, "Hey, you think there is a way
That I could get you to stay for a while."

I’m trying articulate and failing
My words just aren't cooperating
“Breathe deeply,” I’m trying to tell myself, but
My heart won't slow 'cause of you

I tried it once or twice, not looking in your eyes
But that's impossible, baby
This feeling's so brand new, I wanna speak to you, but
I was never good at impromptu

I was gonna say, "Hey, you're looking fine today
Not that I’ve only noticed now."
I was gonna say, "Hey, you think there is a way
That I could, get you to stay for awhile.

PLEASE join bott. it'll be so awesome =) make me happy inside ^_^

3/11/09

haven't blogged in awhile...nothing really to talk about. but hey, since i haven't posted, i'll post now xP

today...was a normal wednesday

1st: show my "black mail" i got from my twin for my labbit to people xD it still cracks me up
2nd: ms. mauro's mad at us =( had a pop quiz about diabetes...rawr that threw off that class
3rd: outline the constitution. boring stuff
4th: read 1984 is pretty interesting
break: watch the powderpuff game. i should've brought my camera =/ so many good moments. 09 had a full team from start to finish i believe. tylyn was the last girl left for the sophomores, and no one noticed she was out x] the guys stole the show though with their cheers haha ben made me crack up when he was getting thrown in the air. he was like, "oh sh**!!!" and he said a prayer while he was in the air XD hahaha what else..idk our guys are so funny. you had to be there to watch
5th: all the juniors took my labbit -.- nothing bad about that, but they always say it looks like a...nevermind, i won't say haha
6th: so apparently, i was suppose to go to azuki with anthony and marissa after school. when they told me this i was like, "wth? when did we establish this??" so basically, the whole period, i was being forced to go with them, even though i couldnt, since it was last minute and all that. oh well...next time ^_^

it's happening again. i started having weird dreams about me with someone. omg why??? it's been bugging me for the whole day. -.- wth??

bye

last FANTASTICS

all i gotta say is that, i HELLA LOVE 09. words cannot describe what i felt after everything.

after doing FANTASTICS for 4 years straight, it's been the best experience i've ever felt. with all the stress, people dissing me for going to practices every week, sleepless nights, and hard work, it always paid off in the end. every single year i've joined, it's brought me closer and closer to everybody. and looking back at all of the performances done, i can truly say that we've progressed and we saved the best performance for last.

even though we came in 2nd place this year, it's all good. who gives a care? it's just a friendly competition. sure, it would have been nice to come in 1st place like every other senior class...but this just comes to show that it isn't rigged like everybody thinks it is. we got our 1st place in homecoming, and that's enough for me in my book.

c/o 2009, it was a great experience for performing with you guys.

throughout the past 4 years, we've been the class that's always brought something new to the table. we're the class that brought out more diversity of dances, not just hip hop routine after hip hop routine, which i'm not dissing any other class for doing.

after performing, i cried my eyes out. fantastics is all i've known for the past 4 years. now, what am i gonna do next year? i took a good look around the civic, it's been like...so familiar to be around, but now...no more performing there with 09. i took a good look around the people, which i've grown to know and love. it's sad to say we're all going in different directions really soon. that whole atmosphere of everyone crying...it wowed me

to the juniors: you guys TOTALLY DESERVED to win. after all you guys have been through, especially with homecoming, that whole shirt controversy. your effort really showed yesterday night during the performance. it blew me away. heck, it blew me away when i was watching you guys rehearse on friday. GREAT JOB! =)

to the seniors: you know i love you all so much. hard to believe it's all over, FANTASTICS that is. imagine graduation...water works the whole time. 2nd place...pssh, it's just a number. we know we've won an experience that'll last a lifetime. i dont know what else to write...everything is in my heart, and it shows.

sophomores, you better step up your game. you're the successors of 09 yeah? =)


just wanted to add, THANKS 09. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS THE BEST IT'LL EVER BE. you're like my 2nd family, who loves to stress out about dancing haha...it's not even the end of the year yet, and i already miss you guys.


c/o 09 for life =)